So, I went to the dentist thinking I was going to get a filling, and probably a crown for a tooth.  I knew something had been up with the tooth, so no biggie.

Only to find out that the tooth is REALLY bad, and that I was rushed to the Ortho ASAP.  In fact, they had told me that they will be extracting the tooth that day.   He had cleaned out what he could, slapped a temp on it, as well as shooting me full of whatever it is they numb you with.

See, I think I mentioned at some point, that I have a weird thing with pain.  If I can fall asleep, it is like my body resets itself to accept that level of pain and I don’t feel it.

It is still there.  My blood pressure can tell you as well as my stomach, which is where I carry stress at.  However, I don’t feel it.

My dentist knew this, so he shot me up on Wednesday to make it where I can get to sleep and not feel it.  He also prescribed antibiotics, as well as 12 VERY good painkillers.  Since I get sick if I take meds for pain and not need them, it is safe for me to have these fun things.

I went to the Ortho, only to find out it was a consult.

I get the thing removed on Wednesday.  And they are putting me out since I have a small mouth, lots of teeth, as well as VERY deep roots.  They are worried they are around my sinuses.

Yeah…

Since then, I am sleeping a lot, trying not to take the pills, saving them for when I feel I will be needing them.  And today I ate and I am feeling not so good.

How does this affect you guys?

Some chapters I wanted to post are not going to be posted.  I also may have to put off that project being published for you guys.  Sorry.

On the other hand, I started to write the sequel to You’re, however, while I know exactly where I am going with the story, I just don’t have Damon’s voice right.  Ugh.

But a little birdie has been sniping away at me to reread ED, and I started it.  In between everything else going on.  And I am hearing Godric, Eric, Bella, and Sookie.

So I will probably get to that.  No promises.  The muse does everything, and I still have bios to get back to on the OF.  I am going through a period of self-doubting so I will be working on things I feel empowered about.

Now, as for how all this will work out after surgery?  No idea.  The Surgeons told me the way they will attack this tooth since there is the issue of all the above issues, as well as I have a strong jaw bone.  As the surgeon said, strong bones, deep roots are all something that is awesome for keeping teeth. But for removing them?  Bad news.

They are going to try a method that may lessen the pain for me afterward. However, if my wisdom and the other teeth are any guide, (yes they actually removed teeth on one side to make sure I didn’t damage the other teeth.  Why not the other side I have no earthly idea.) I will be in pain.

Now, I am good with pain.  Except when it affects my ears for some reason.  And depending on what is going on as well. M might override me, which he is thinking of doing now when I am telling him I am not feeling so good.  If he does, then I am not sure what would happen in a Vicoden haze if I wrote.

It could be the best stuff I ever wrote.

Or it could be the worst.

I guess we may find out.

Now some good news.  Thankfully I completed my submission for the Fanfic exchange before the project.  And I got my gift today in return. Go HERE for it.  It’s pretty awesome!!!!

For my story, well you will have to wait for the authors to be announced to find out.  Plus there are tons of great stories so far!

I will see you on the opposite side.  I am off to settle, and see what all I have to watch on the Apple TV.  Hopefully, there is Vampire Diaries on Netflix or on one of the channels.  If nothing else I can get out the Blu-rays, but to be honest, I am being lazy and wanting to hold up my hand and hit a few buttons on a remote to do all I want.

I don’t give in much (you may doubt me, but I truly hate staying in bed when I am sick.  I was raised to stay in bed if you are sick.  So this is out of my league of what I normally do.) But when I do, I want to hide from everything.

And, M is encouraging me to.  To the point, I may get that iPhone 6s sooner if my stupid phone will just allow me to swipe once to answer the freaking phone.  Grrrrrrrrrrr…..  But no aggravation is to be allowed, since no one knows if it is stress or pain making me sick.

I have not forgotten anyone, I have work I want to be doing, as well as writing.  I am getting to where I can write, though I have some stories to edit.  But, I got to move with my flighty as hell muse.  Otherwise, I am not happy with the story that I write.

I will admit, I will be rereading All I Want.  I know where I want to go with that one, but since I wrote that one a couple of years ago, I want to make sure I remember it.

See you guys soon, and  I will be on the Facebook Group more often, since I can easily get there from many sources.

Kittyinaz