A story was written.  It was shockingly well received, and the author started to think of more.

She thought about this idea so much she had dreams and it rolled around her head as she continued to think up new stories.  She gained some friends, who supported her completely and she finally voiced the idea, to have everyone shocked then say it was awesome.

With this support, the author went and realized everything tied together, though no one else could fully understand it, they supported her and she made a prophecy to help guide others to begin to see the possibilities.

And she started world building on a huge grand scale, thrilled to be able to loosen the bounds of her imagination, to dream of whatever she wanted.

Then things happened as they do.  Life got in the way, friends fell on the wayside, and the author was convinced of writing to publish it for money.  While this frightened her, she agreed and started working towards it, scratching ideas and trying to work it out to be stories that others would like.

Life got in the way as well as the doubts from the author and these ideas fell to the side.  Trying to change stories to not give away things, made it where the author fought against her subconscious, and ended up stressing her out, and working to the point that her ideas stalemated and nothing worked.

She went and learned something new, quilting.  It helped relax her (though she kinda overdid it as normal) and it ended up leading her to this point.  No one is to blame for this, cause who would know it would cause stress to the point that the words would not flow anymore.  It took a while but some realizations have come forth.

I have a job, but I don’t need it.

I can quilt and make stuff, but while it is fun, I long to write.

So late the other night while insomnia was working its wiles on me, I thought, ‘why not do what I originally planned?  Why not write a world built on ideas that others started and that I turn to be my own?  If it gets somehow seen and wanted for publishing, then I can deal with that then.’

Right now?  I want to have fun, write my ideas down, and see if the rest of the world wants to read it.

What does this mean?

I am back.

I am changing back one story to be back to Damon and Bella since that is what it is written for, and it will make sense hopefully to others then.  Though the ideas will stay.  Which to be honest, I ended up seeing them as Bella and Damon, and when I changed it, the story got lost.

I am going to start with whatever I feel like, but secretly hopefully, I will finish Tea Shoppe also since I need to talk to the beta for that one and see what we are doing.  But I will say this, I seem to be falling in love with Damon again, so I am starting on that sequel you guys were waiting on.  The one that got sidetracked when I tried to remove the back story from.

And for all of you guys who wrote reviews, you are the ones who inspired this.  You are the ones who made me realize that writing what I want was better than writing nothing.  And I hope you enjoy me being back.

And now for the Prophecy…..

I will translate for those who cannot later….  Have fun deciphering it.  I will tell you now, that some of these events have already happened…